Wednesday, July 9, 2014

Review: Closer to You Series by AL Jackson (Book One and Two)

Since I read these books back to back I decided to do a dual review. I am going to try to keep it as spoiler free as possible, however, I may let a little tidbit in here and there. Just wanted to make sure you all knew :)

5 Stars
Aleena Moore is content with her life. She has goals and dreams and an easy smile. She also has a secret she holds locked inside.

Jared Holt believes he doesn’t deserve to love or be loved. He destroys everything he touches. Haunted by the mistake that shattered his life, he’s fled from the memory of that pain.

Jared doesn’t know why he’s compelled to return, but finds himself drawn back to the place where it all began. The exact place where it ended. When he runs into his childhood best friend, Aleena’s older brother Christopher, he agrees to share Christopher and Aleena’s apartment while he looks for a place of his own.

Aleena is no longer the little girl Jared remembers from his past and evokes feelings in him he never wanted to feel again. Terrified of destroying her, he fights to keep her away. But her touch is something he can’t resist—the touch that sealed his fate.

Their pasts are intertwined and their futures uncertain. The only truths they know are the secrets they whisper in the night.


4 Stars
A second chance at life…
A second chance at love…

Jared Holt never thought he deserved either—until he found both in the arms of Aly Moore. Aly has loved Jared for as long as she can remember, and she’s more than ready for the future they’re making together. But Jared can’t help remembering his own family. And he’ll never forgive himself for what happened to them. How can he allow himself the very happiness he once destroyed?

To live a life worthy of Aly, Jared knows he has to stop running and finally put his past to rest. But when he decides to face his demons head on, he encounters more than he bargained for: a dangerous mix of jealousy, lies, and dishonest intentions. When those intentions threaten Aly, Jared loses all control, giving into the rage that earned him his bad boy reputation years before. And he’ll fight to protect her no matter what it costs…even if he destroys himself in the process.

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Come to Me Quietly: The Closer to You Series


My Thoughts; I had Come to me Quietly on my TBR list for quite a while. I had every intention or reading right away but found myself getting other books and this one kept waiting. Fast-forward to the release of Come to me Softly and me thinking OMG seriously??? You let book two release before reading book one? So, finally, I One-Clicked and started..... one chapter in and I was engrossed. I was captivated by Jared, finding my new best friends in Aly and Christopher and hopelessly wishing there was something magical that could fix Jared's broken soul.

I am always a sucker for the broken boy, the one who needs the perfect girl to fix all the wrong in his life. But what I was figuring out while I read was that there was not going to be an easy fix for Jared. There were no magic words that would make him see that everything was okay, that sometimes things happen that are beyond our control. Jared made a mistake, one that cost him so much, and he has been punishing himself ever since. He has built up a wall of self hatred and disgust and he pushes away anything that is good in his life. Until Aly.

Aly is everything in his life that he wants, and everything he has convinced himself he doesn't deserve. She doesn't care what ghost haunt him, she doesn't care how broken he is or the things he has done in his life. She simply loves him no matter what. She sees the beauty in his soul and the kindness in his eyes. He is hers on the deepest level. Reading these two books and travelling this road with Jared and Aly was breathtaking, I fell so hard and so fast for them individually as well as separately. And now that I have read both of these books I am glad I waited to read them together. 

Okay, book one vs book two breakdown...

Book one was so good, I did not want to put it down and at several points I flipped real life the bird because it wouldn't just wait till I was finished. I was heartbreakingly in love with Jared and I needed to read it until I had devoured every single word. When I was nearing the end I was glad that I had book two waiting because I was not ready to say goodbye to the characters yet. Book one ends on a solemn note so had I read earlier and would have had to wait, I would have been okay with that. I gave it 5 Stars because it was unputdownable for me and I could not stop thinking about it. The writing was great and you can see the work that the author put into the entire process.

Book two picks up at basically the exact moment that book one ends. Jared and Aly are in that same peaceful place and I was ready to settle in for the rest of their story. Most of the book was calm and you begin to see them build their life together, Jared still harbors so much hatred toward himself and it slowly begins to worm its way into their daily lives. Insecurities come to life and their relationship is tested to almost the breaking point. You begin to see a bit more of the side characters and I loved that because I love Christopher. Jared and Aly's story comes to a peaceful 'end' as the two of them finally find that place they need to be and Jared begins to deal with his demons. I rated this book a 4 because I thought the pace was a bit slower and I also felt like some of the issues kept repeating, almost like.... I just read this last chapter..... but the book as a whole was really great and I loved it beginning to end. I am super excited to get Christopher's story beginning in the next book Come to Me Recklessly. I do not know if there will be books beyond book three. I will just have to practice patience.


~S

Monday, June 30, 2014

Review: Come to me Quietly by A.L. Jackson


5 Stars
Aleena Moore is content with her life. She has goals and dreams and an easy smile. She also has a secret she holds locked inside.

Jared Holt believes he doesn’t deserve to love or be loved. He destroys everything he touches. Haunted by the mistake that shattered his life, he’s fled from the memory of that pain.

Jared doesn’t know why he’s compelled to return, but finds himself drawn back to the place where it all began. The exact place where it ended. When he runs into his childhood best friend, Aleena’s older brother Christopher, he agrees to share Christopher and Aleena’s apartment while he looks for a place of his own.

Aleena is no longer the little girl Jared remembers from his past and evokes feelings in him he never wanted to feel again. Terrified of destroying her, he fights to keep her away. But her touch is something he can’t resist—the touch that sealed his fate.

Their pasts are intertwined and their futures uncertain. The only truths they know are the secrets they whisper in the night.

Buy NOW on Amazon Come to Me Quietly: The Closer to You Series

My Thoughts: My very first thought is...Thank you AL Jackson.... my second thought is I probably shouldn't sing that to the tune of  "Sorry Ms. Jackson by OutKast" in my head. *ahem* This goes out to all the author's mamas, author's mamas mamas - Thank you AL Jackson, I am for real........... 

annnnnnnd I'm back.

When I started this book I was a little bit down because I had just set a book aside without finishing. To some this might not seem like a big deal, but for me it is huge. I rarely, if ever, leave a book unfinished. Even if I end up hating the book in the end, I still feel like I have totally disrespected the author and the book itself if I leave it. So, that being said, I waited a week before I started a new book, THIS book. I can not even describe to you the level of emotion that this book poured into me. I fell so hard and so fast for every single character.

It is not often that I love the female lead as much as I love the male lead. Usually I fall so hard for the guy that the girl is just pissing me off at every turn. But Aly...... this girl was made for Jared. She is every single thing in this world that he thinks he doesn't deserve and absolutely everything he needs She never once wanted to change him, make him into someone he will never be. She only wanted to hold him and love him, even though he is unable to love himself.

Jared, ah this boy, he had my heart in so many pieces throughout this entire book. It is no secret that I fall hardest for the damaged boys when I read. They are the ones my heart beats faster for, the ones I can't stop thinking about when I have finished the book. Jared is no exception, the problem with Jared is that what has broken him can't be fixed. There are no words in the English language, or any other for that matter, that can make him feel any less hatred for himself. Aly accepts this, wholeheartedly, and I love her for it.

I could go on and on and on about these characters but the only thing I really want is for you ALL to read this book!!! I, myself, am about to read book two. Not because I was left with a huge cliffhanger, not because 'OMG what happens next' (ok, well a little this), I simply want to get lost with Jared and Aly again for as long as the next book lasts.






Because I would almost bet my house you will need this.... here is the link to book two.


~S